If only heaven had a phone.

If only heaven had a phone so i could call you,
let you in on all thats been happening since you've been gone.
Mom and dad are fighting at the moment, same as usual, hes the one that got her mad.
Im engaged to be married this October! I wish you were here i'd make you my maid of honor. Life seems to be moving so fast and without you here it makes it that much more hard to deal with life and lifes situations.
I wish i would of met you, knew what it was like to have a sister.
Would we have faughten alot? Would we have looked alike?
I feel like its not fair, that im here and your not.
But who i am to question Gods purpose for our life. I know your in a better place, away from heartache, sadness and pain.
Whats it like up there? Are the streets painted with gold and can you see me down here? If so hi [waves]. I miss you, even though i never met you. Trust me your not missing out on much, i know we will see eachother one day and we'll finally meet! Im excited for that. But until then i wish heaven had a phone..

-Poem was written about my sister who passed away when she was born. She would be a year older then i am.