Lost

I try to find myself a new reason;
But no matter what I do, it always ends up in treason;
Your lies kept cutting me up inside;
So don`t blame me for bringing it outside.

Back and worth I did wonder;
To stall my inner anger;
Between cold and dark nights;
Between closed and blinded sights;

I rise to find a new solution;
Heading only towards my destruction;
It feels so tempting....
Yet it can only be my ending.