Can't escape you.
Your everywhere I go.
I can never go to sleep & when I do.
...Your a no show. =)
I don't have to weep.
I don't feel the pain anymore.
'Cause my body's asleep.
And all I have to do is doze off to dream.
Dream about him. Where I dream about me.
Dream about the death of someone I've never known.
"Help me, Help me"
I see him in my head, at the hospital.
Yet I cannot find him.
I just hear you..your voice.
The sadness in it.
See the blood on your chest and your youthful face.
What does this mean.
My insomnia.
Never lets me do what I wanna do.
Sadly & Actually have to force myself to sleep.
Scared to take sleeping pills, hearing its not a good idea.
But f it, because at least it will let me be.
Even when I don't want to dream or see.
Sad to know right before my eyes close.
I'm still a part of life.
Knowing I'll wake up back here.
Sometimes I wish, something will happen or someone will do something.
So my heart can stop, and I no longer need air.
I'll runaway & hope you guys soon stop to care.
At least you won't have to live life like me in despair.
