Restless heart syndrome

My restless heart begs for mercy.
When will this pain cease to destroy me?
Where did I go wrong to trust you?
Was this pain worth it?
I still question my once
lost feeling.
Did he feel the same? Or did
He just move on to the next girl who happened
To walk past?
I let the tears roll down my cheeks freely
Were u worth crying over?
No, be strong a voice told me
But I could not muster enough
Strength. Now I lay
A broken worthless corpse rotting away
With nightmares running through my
Subconscious. Do you care? No I am nothing to
You. So as I lay ready to take my poison
I whisper I love u