This place is not my home

by joey   Jun 28, 2004


This is not my home

I don't want to stay.
Why can't I leave?
I don't want to be here anyway.
You don't want me to say it,
But its true I'm lost and have no way,
And that's just how it is today.

I want to go,
No point to stay,
I can't bear the hate,
Or my ending fate.
Its not my state,
Its not my home,
That's why I'm so alone.

I'm going away,
Never waving bye.
I won't look into your eyes.
There will not be a regretful sigh.

I'll be flying high,
I'll be back in the sky.
There won't be anymore lies,
With no reason to cry.
My friends will push me to try,
And happy is the way I'll die.

I'm never turning back.
I'll be moving on,
Taking the burden off my back.
The tears will be gone.
Then I'll see,
This place is not for me.

I want to go,
No point to stay,
I can't bear the hate,
Or the ending fate.
Its not my state,
Its not my home,
That's why I'm so alone.

I need to depart.
Its no debate,
That I stayed here much to late.

I left my heart,
And its tearing me apart.
I need my past,
Where the love always lasts,
Instead of all these drama filled tasks.

I want to go,
No point to stay,
I can't bear the hate,
Or the ending fate.
Its not my state,
Its not my home,
That's why I'm so alone.

I feel so drained.
I better slay the pain.
Got to wake up,
Get out of this nightmare,
And defeat the evil stares.
Go back to my dreams,
Where I won't scream,
Let out my shout,
That I'm finally out.

I want to go,
No point to stay,
I can't bear the hate,
Or the ending fate.
Its not my state,
Its not my home,
That's why I'm so alone.

I better go,
Need to turn away,
Start walking to my way,
And get out of the dark shadows.
Trash the cold,
Warm up the old,
Ignore my friends who were sold,
Make sure their told,
I'm not staying here.
That I hate the fear,
I'm stopping my tears,
That I'm finally leaving,
I'm not staying another day.
I won't be looking back,
Whether its in a memory or a mirror.

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