What do you See?

Look at me, and tell me, what do you see?
A girl broken and hidden behind what you all believe.
Fake smiles and laughs go on and on every day,
Just so my image doesn't portray.
The depths of the whirlwind emotions in my head,
That drowns me deeper in my own bloodshed.

Look at me, and tell me, do you notice?
How my thoughts get through to nowhere?
That I'm swamped with grief?
When all I seek is a small relief?
I sit back and smile, act like it's all okay,
When really I'm just growing worse each day.

Look at me, and tell me, do you see the real me?