CUTS ; WHEN ITS WRIITTEN ALL OVER YHR SKIN .

I hide myself from the world sometime, because I have a basic intention on loneliness.
I don't look at other people, cause it opens up for conversation.
I like to be alone, but I than suffer from it.
It's hard to keep a secret when it's written all over your skin.
Some suicidal thoughts happen to help me escape.
I hate to be in a cell when I'm rotting in this place.
I rather hide my face, than be living in alot of shame.
Or maybe my mom rather have it that way.
I don't wanna be a dissappointment, who seem to fail all the time.
Even if every line in my story always rhyme.
My life is too short to be stupid and blind.
I don't wanna be a failure, I wanna make up in time.
Some people always told me I'm gorgeous, and beautiful,
But do they really see behind the looks and beauty though?
I don't think so,
Cause everytime I try to hide my face.
They talk negative behind my back, but i still walk away.
I don't believe in the lies, cause the truth will set you free sometime.
But the lies is really what will really make you cry.
I don't love to cry at all, but whenever I try to speak,
It's like everyone around me, just ignores me.
It hurts, And I mean it, It really really hurts.
But at the same time, maybe it's what I deserve.
Cause even though I cry, everyone gets hurt.
You see that's the difference. The difference between you and me.
I can't be hurt nomore, this is the only feeling.
I can't believe I wrote this, I probably was pissed,
I do want you to love me, and just acknowledge it.
But remember you can tell me anything, during a walk and a sit.
But i told you its hard to keep a secret
When it's Written All Over Your Skin.