The Colors of Courage

Black, Blue, Purple and Red;
Are the colors of bruises imprinted
On my Arm, Face, and most of all
my skin...

My Eyes are all cried out from
Hits, Pushes, Shove's, Slaps, Punches
From BAREHANDS!

I Fight you, you FIGHT HARDER.
I Push you, you PUSH HARDER!

Do I look like a portrait of Dark Colors to you?
I'm not a picture painted in front of you..just...
Just for SHOW!

All I ask for you is to love me,
BETTER..MORE..not LESS..MORE!
More than you loved anyone.

ME! LOVE ME! and no one else.
I don't get the coutesy and pleasure that you give others.

You get "so" mad! you take it out on me.

Physically, Mentally, ABUSIVELY! Emotionally.

I don't need this at all.
I know I love you...I think I love you.
But if I don't love you.
Than I wish I had the courage to leave....