You choose a lie over me

I wanted that you stay with me,
but it was never about me.
It was for you the world from me,
because I wanted that you liked and love me.

There never was more from your site;
it was just a caring feeling inside.
I know it was just for the in site,
who could like this ugly outside.

I respect the path you have choose,
because you know me, I cannot tell you what to choose.
You have already put me on a side; that waht you choose,
don't tell me more lies, don't love me you already choose.

I will be your friend and lover as you wanted,
I know you didn't say this, but your actions wanted.
I'm sorry, I cannot be this; because I didn't wanted.
Perhaps neither of us, but I know who did wanted.

Please if you don't love me, don't lie.
Don't pretend you want me... Please don't lie!
You're not a lair, but you're hurting me and that is not a lie!
Once you called this a lie, but I didn't lie...