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Chaotic thoughts in my head,
Anger crashing against the walls,
As everything around me falls.
This world was for the taking,
And its my sanity I'm faking.
You want to take away my pain,
Sorry to tell you but it'll be in vain.
This world has done more,
Then you've ever done before.

I'm losing grip on the truth,
Joy slipping through the crack,
As I know I'll never get her back.
My insanity is let loose,
From taking all the abuse.
I can't maintain these charades,
While this world is running out of shades.
You say things you don't mean,
As my thought of her turn to dreams.