How can I smile if I am no worth,nothing to put on the table upon this earth.
So many years I regret having-wasted,salty tears,fiery arguments-all I've tasted.
Others below me seem destined to succeed,all I can do now is go on my knees begin to plead.
I am sure the Man above wanders where my talents are, I've coined them at the machine for an eternal scar.
25 years passed nothing to show anymore,when it rains I ask the Heavens to make it pour.
To wash away this polluted misery of mine,so hard these days for my heart to shine.
So each day i hide my shame,not wanting to know who is to blame.
For my lost future has turned into a failure,I run now,I run to my Saviour.