You were there for me when other people weren't. You were always there. I tried to be there for you but you never let me in. Ever. I tried. Don't turn this on me and tell me I never cared about you. I want to be there for you and i do care about you. It's up to you to let me in.
I love you. I will always love you. I doubt that will ever change. You were my first love. You will always be there in my heart. Always. Fights will never change that! We can drift away. Fall apart. Lose each other. But I will never stop loving you. It doesn't matter if you don't love me too. Doesn't matter at all.
I know you probably don't give a shit about me anymore. I'm probably the last thing on your mind. It'll take time to mend everything. To get back to where we were. To where you were my best friend and I could tell you anything.
I miss you like crazy it's not fun at all. I have this problem where i get attached to things I love and then I push them away. I pushed you away. I wish i hadn't.
Thank you for the comment. Let me modify that one.. But you didn't rate it (huhu)
8 years ago
These are just a bunch of your thoughts right now Dixie and...you have the potential to make it into a poem....just edit a lot of it....I don't need all the I's for example for I know it's personal...it doesn't need to rhyme..just read it over please.....like I said...it already has potential...