No longer play

Hanging 10 feet off the ground
Hoping never to be found
But news will soon be all around
And I will be laid to rest 6 feet down
I have an addiction that won't go away
I battle this crap day after day
I'm down on my knees begging you to stay
But it doesn't seem to matter what I say
You took off the ring no longer my wife
So I shut down my heart no longer my life
So many scars marked with that knife
Too much blood has been shed
Too many sleepless nights in bed
Too many suicide thoughts in my head
I'm exhausted physiclly and mentally
You will get over me eventually
You will no longer kiss this face
As you go on in this cruel place
Life is a game so they say
This life of mine I no longer play.