Alas... Forever my love

We took root in one another
and grew.
Fourteen years of carving emotions
on each branch.

losing hours...
just chatting about past visions,
playing with words on paper,
as the pick glides across your harmonious strings.

Throughout our time,
we uncovered each layer of ourselves.

He said softly...
"Tell me why I turned your head?"...
I try to speak
but the idea of sharing my thoughts with you silences me.

I'm radiating heat from my cheeks...
as every thought I've ever had of you,
flashes through my mind like a picture book.
Irreplaceable frozen images I'd stored in my memory.

You gently lift my chin with a single finger
and smile at me.

You know exactly which buttons to press,
as you whisper...
"Please.... Tell me".

No going back now.

The pages in my mind are frantically turning in reverse to our beginning,
where my eyes first met yours.

My voice trembling as I try to explain...
"It was your enchanting smile that caught my attention,..

I've never seen a face glow the way yours does.

Your musical voice made me listen,
you've always had me hanging on every word.

Your cuddle,
so welcoming...
you've always made me feel at home.

Your eyes,..
Your deep dark fiery bronze coloured eyes.
windows to your soul;
and what an intriguing soul I've found it to be.

A true portrait of pure beauty."

...I giggle...

The thought of you knowing my childish fairytale is unnerving.
I look at you.
You look displeased,
as I've disturbed the truths you've been longingly waiting for
with a silly giggle....

But your expression changes and forgiving eyes are staring at me once more ...
" you where saying madam?".

I smile in relief and try to carry on.

"Your personality keeps me on my toes, I wouldn't change a single thing about you.

Your So exciting to me... i could"...

A cheeky grin spreads across his face and
In a mischievous voice he asks...
" You could do what exactly, Natasha?"...

Embarrassed by the thoughts I have in my mind I blush once again.
A childish little smile appears in the corner of my mouth,
as I finish my sentence..

"I could lose myself in your hex"...

And just like the spell that's hijacked me,
I suddenly feel a sense of release & confidence.
I look at you once more,
there's no stopping the words spilling from my mouth.

I open myself to beyond your dark bronze fiery eyes
and fall,
deeper than I've ever fallen.
I Bare my soul to you,
I want to let you have your way.
I don't want to fight you anymore.

Trapped in your time stilling moment,
the music ever softening the mood.

Every nerve in my body ignites as if they're hungry fires....
You've made it to hard too resist.
I've never wanted another body next to mine so badly.
I feel starved,
and you're the delicious food I crave to end my suffering.

I whisper to you softly,.. "kiss me like no other".
I barely hear myself speak but you react to my whispers.
Crazed kisses rain down a fire that I've never experienced before.

Innocence is replaced by a wanton need to know.

You gently lay me down.
The weight of your body pressed against mine,..
your heat;
driving me into a frenzy.

I can't fight you anymore.
I'm yours....
I surrender!

My head falls to the side,
to hide the years of inexperience in my eyes.
Silent screams begging to be released.
Tears of passion fill my eyes,
as my hands clutch tightly to your blanket..

Your hand cradles the back of my clammy neck.

My eyes locked into yours.

Lips wet with a desired hunger.

My dream fairytale I've longed for is unfolding right before me.
To have every part of you
and not just a fenced off reserved you.

I'm trembling beneath you,
as if I'm staring at my worse fear but I've Never felt so happy.

I can't believe its me you want?!

The look in your eyes immediately settles me.
Master-fully you whisper...
"together forever".
I smile as if to agree,

you kiss me once more.
All feelings are dominated...
You've completely taken over.

Pelvic bones kiss upon steel rod,
penetrating cries as hips rise and fall.

Two souls completely connected;
we move in unison.
Hips on hips,
skin on skin,
chest to breast and
lips to lips.

United in every way possible,
fervour reached on different levels
as we fumble and crash into a wall of unadulterated rapture.

I look down at him,
as my entire body feels like its smiling.
His face is flushed with excitement,
his hands trembled no more...
as he rests them on my thighs.

His smile was all I ever needed
as confirmation that I was
unconditionally and irrevocably
in love with him.

Alas...

"Forever my love".