You say that you love me and you wouldn’t ever want to hurt me, and for some reason I believed you because I couldn’t see clearly.
You didn’t want to go to far because I’m the only girl you didn’t want to go to far with, but all those lies you told me wasn’t the truth but only a stupid myth.
I wish I could take it all back everything that happened, somehow I feel like I’ve committed a sin.
I hate all these mixed up feelings after that night, before then everything seemed so right.
Now I’m confused and I’m starting to like my ex again, but I don’t want to hurt you by just being friends.
It feels like your playing tug of war with my heart, I feel like I’m being torn apart.
I feel like crying all the time, I’m so tired of lying and saying I’m fine.
I’m not quite sure what I’ve gotten myself into; I just wish I knew what to do.
The pain and guilt overwhelms me by the thought of hurting you, my mind is all screwed up and I’m not sure what to do.
Take a vain of my heart and start to pull, rip it out and make my heart unfull.
Make it bleed and break it all, if you pull hard enough maybe I will fall.
Pull and break me make me die, just so I don’t have to see you cry.
So each of you take a path to my heart, take your scissors and make me fall apart.
I deserve to die for everything I’ve done, maybe I’ll get to see Jesus Gods only son.
So come on everyone lets play tug of war, then make me fall and bring me up for more!
