A Fairy Tale - Part IX (Still Not the End)

I know, you felt bad, being just a friend...
I've made you somewhat emotive and you were driven crazy
But like you're doing now, I did not try to madden you right?
You want to make me love you and quit without a goodbye
But I know someday you will want me in the right way
I feel that...
I will then tell you how much I worried because of you
And how you made me feel so down
I want you to feel the same I feel today
I wait till that day comes my way
Sometimes, as you always say, you will be too late
But, I never wish for that
I want the right thing, in the right time
To be happened
So, you will be normal, I know
Till that day comes, May the blessings be upon you
And may you understand the reality
Then only you will know
What you really mean to me and
What you have made me to be.
"Open you mouth...
Speak with your heart...
And you can see my soul...
I'm waiting...
Press your lips against mine...
And try to catch me...
I'm falling"
....I'm so scared to say I love you...cause, I can't lose you My sweet friend.. :'(

God! Don't let my heart feel the weary hours
Please let me have what my heart wants
And forgive me!