Tell me How??

The dearness you had on me,
Was utmost it was amazingly special
But I wasn't sure you wanted to be loved
So how could I ask, how could I try?

The words you used to call me
Were the sweetest things I have ever heard
But I wasn't sure you really meant them
So how could I listen, how could I response?

The smile you wore when you were before me
Was the brightest like the morning sun
But I wasn't sure they'd bring me to tears
So how could I smile, how could I cheer?

The beats of your heart
Were the rhythms made my life dance
But I wasn't sure they did beat only for me
So how could I bear, how could I stand?

The love that I had on you in my heart
Was the strongest, one could ever make
But I wasn't sure you would ever love me back
So how could I trust, how could I dream?

The moment you flew away
Was the worst dream I've ever seen
But I wasn't sure I was awake or sleeping
So how could I get closer, how could I hold?

The times you appeared in my life
Were the happiest moments I could remember
But I wasn't sure you approached to stay forever
So how could I laugh, how could I hope?

The memories you gave me in my life
Were the loveliest I'd never forget
But I wasn't sure you too would be one of them instead
So how could I fight, how could I defend?

The love once you showed to me
Was the love I was searching for years
But I wasn't sure you meant forever
So how could I fall, how could I love?

The day my heart disappeared in yours
Was the day I lost my intellect
But I wasn't sure it was safe with you
So how could I breathe or least how could I die?