Double the pain..

If you could just realize how broken I am
then maybe you would see that loving him was never a part of my plan
remember I would always say forever and ever are love will always b.now look at us drowning in our tears of Misery
What happened to our love is it just history
what hurts the most is things can never go back to how it used to be
when we were all that mattered
I'm so lost without you
But our trust and love has been shattered
where do we go from here
how can we move on
Can we let go of our pain
and try to fix what is wrong
or is it too late cause that part of us is already gone
I wish I knew the right answers
but life lessons are what makes a strong
I love you so much I just don't know what to do or how to move on
I'm scared that things might have changed too much I can't stand the thought of losing you
But my heart is in so much pain from being torn into
trust is lost so fast but can take forever to regain
how can I let go of my guilt and shame.