It's my fault

If I had only listened
If I had been there for him
If I had given him some time
If I had been a friend
He wouldn't have been so upset
He would have stayed
He wouldn't have gotten in the car
And I wouldn't have lost him
You see....
This was all my fault
Because I should have listened
I should have been there
I should have been a friend
...........
I was just so scared.
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