You Don't Know Me

You don't know me, don't know what I've been through...
So don't act like you know what's best for me...
Don't act like you care about what happens to me...
Don't act like you understand what I'm going through...
Because you haven't gone through the things I have...
And until you do...
There's no way you can understand me...
Or what I'm going through now...

I've tried to tell you that I'm hurting inside...
That it felt like I was losing control...
And that I wanted to die, with all my heart...
But, you being you, decided to let me fend for myself...
To find my own way back to ... "normal" ...
I've all but given up trust in you...
I'm starting to lose my faith in you and your job...
I don't think that you will ever be there for me...
In the way I truly need you to be...

If only I could just walk away and never see you again...
If only I could just leave once and for all...
I'd be a happier woman...
But since I can't...
I'm stuck...

By Jessie 3/30/13