Tired Of

Tired of loving someone
And them not loving me back

Tired of trying so hard
And not getting anything in return

Tired of pretending I'm OK
When I'm not all throughout the day

Tired of trying to impress
When i end up in distress

Tired of people getting the wrong impression
When they don't even know me that long

Tired of dreaming so hard
And my hopes are burned to a crisp

Tired of writing things
That have no meaning

Tired of feeling like i don't belong
When everyone else is all together

Tired of feeling out of place
In this huge space

Tired of having these problems i must keep
And only talk about in my sleep

Tired of convincing myself I'm depressed
When i know I'm not

Tired of thinking i cant be happy
When very deep down i know i can

Tired of knowing i wont get what i want
And someone else getting it in return

Tired of the way my life is played
Just like an average board game

Tired of all the fake people
That live in fake smiles
WHO cant let out their feelings

Tired of trying to keep mine in
From so deep within

Tired of telling my self
This is how I'm gonna stay

When i know tomorrows a new day
And a brand new time to play

Tired of being alone
With having no one to hold

But tired of not trying
To do all i can do

I'm tired of not being tired of you

I'm tired of it all
But mostly
I'm tired of this person
That i only -try- to be