Survival

Glass walls around me shatter.
All the things before, no longer matter.
Light extinguished, darkness invades.
Weakness now fades....
I must hold on.

I am drowning in a sea of thoughts.
Crashing into me, a swell of F@cked up.
My want to submit, pulls me deeper still.
Sinking slowly, my silent permission.
Hopefully only showing a happy disposition..

I am much more..than the happy girl you see.
I'm nothing if not eager to please..
Take all this pain. Help give it form.
Trusting in you to contain this fire..
Survival my only desire.