FEEEL

Some nights I don't know if I can even sleep.
Your face in my mind, a secret I know I can keep.

I love you so much, but emotionally I am drained.
You leave stamps on my heart, in blood its stained.

I pray and hope that you get better soon.
Happiness is far, from the earth to the moon.

When will you get better? when will you see the light.
I am tired of seeing your sadness, I need you to fight.

Fight this disease that keeps eating your soul.
I just want to wake up to a day, where you are whole.

Nobody understands what its like to love someone who
has depression.
Your mind is being tricked by an evil oppression.

Im tired, and I just want you to come home.
I need you to be here, stop shutting down, and being alone.

I wanted things to be different, but I am scared that you will never change.
Your mindset is sadness, but that needs to be rearranged.

I pray, I hope only for you to truly heal.
Because I hate seeing you this way, and how you feel.