Blue Monday

I don't want to do anything.
I don't have the energy.
I don't wanna sleep,
But I don't want to do anything requiring work.
I don't wanna eat,
But I don't want to starve.
I don't wanna drink,
But I don't want to get dehydrated.
I don't wanna listen to music,
But I don't want to listen to silence
I don't wanna watch TV,
But I don't want to sit in the dark.
I don't want to play any games
But I don't want to be bored.
I don't want to talk to anyone,
But I don't wanna hold everything in.
I don't want to breathe,
But I don't have a choice.
I don't want to keep my eyes closed,
But I don't want to look at anything
I don't want to do anything,
But I don't want to sit around.
I don't want to send this to anyone,
But I don't want to have written this for just myself.
I don't want to wash my hair,
But I don't want my hair to be a mess tomorrow.
I don't want to go to school,
But I don't want to miss seeing what friends I have left.