In My World

I have a world that exists only in my dreams, a world that exists if only to me.

In my world I am a carefree teenager who laughs and plays about, a teenagers mind where there is no such thing as doubt.

I am so happy and I play with all the children in the grass, a place where I'm not haunted by the memories of my past.

The night brings me comfort, my dreams bring me peace, a time in my life to just let me release.

I go through my day paranoid and uptight, hiding in the darkness, to scared of the light.

I barely get through the day with all of this pain i bare, I just wish someone would take enough time to care.

But in my dreams I'm who I really want to be, a happy person who is not afraid to be me.

She doesn't have depression and she has a father who's always there, she doesn't have that huge ball of pain that she can not bare.

I wish people could see this surreal me that i see, loving everyone and being all that she can be.

But during the day I'm haunted by his face, and all of that pain and those memories that i can't erase.

So when i go to sleep, please don't make a sound, because I'm finally happy in my world I've found.