I hate naming poems

by TheDarkCloudBehindthePoet   Feb 20, 2017


I haven't felt like this in a while,
i really thought I moved passed depression,
but it feels like the stars have aligned and I'm back in the same room I lived in for so many years,
my roommate is still there though,
the demon,

a long time ago but not too long I was told by my mother that I had a demon in me,
imagine hearing that from the woman who gave birth to you and yes it hurt,
but this isn't about her,
I generally think that I have something dark inside me, a power so black if it ever made it to the surface, my life would be over,
not in the sense of suicide, but I wouldn't be me anymore,

As the days pass I just feel like I'm falling deeper into this dark energy,
you think I'd be use to it by now but this is a feeling you can never truly get use to,
but when that feelings comes, I can feel the symptoms but I can't do anything about it,
its like no matter how many times you change the locks to your mind, or even change where you live,
the demon always has a spare key under the rug,

my insides start to shake,
i feel like i just got a body high,
but that't not cannabis that's making me feel that way,
its the demon,
then anger and rage fill my heart until it runs over, even my voice changes,

i must have a lot of built up anger and sadness buried deep inside that i never let out,
but when the demon takes over my body,
its like i can see whats happening but i can't do anything about it,
and I'm scared because of it,
i don't know what to do.

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  • 7 years ago

    by PETER EDWARDS

    I must say that I like this poem! It feels like you're a bomb just waiting to go off. Boom! lol
    I love the way you put your words together, found it intruiging, couldn't wait to read the next line!
    Hopefully will see more of your work (if you're still around bro! lol)
    Good work THEDARKCLOUDBEHINDTHEPOET.

    • 7 years ago

      by TheDarkCloudBehindthePoet

      I'll still be around broski lol thank you for your comments like always. It brings a real smile to my face. I have a lot I need to write as well so you'll be seeing more of my poems for sure. ;)