All alone

by Spanish Star   Apr 1, 2019


I am always alone
Even in a big crowd
It doesn’t matter at all
That there are many people around

I put up a shield
So I can be invisible
That way I am safe
And my heart is invincible

I am so very scared
To show what’s underneath
That some one will understand
And break my wall of concrete

As long as my guard is up
And I don’t let anyone inside
I want get hurt again
And I will be the one who decide

Maybe this life is emty
And I long for something more
But then I remember the hurt
And I feel IT in my core

I will not allow that again
Then I would rather stay hidden
And I might as well
Cause what I’m feeling is forbidden

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  • 5 years ago

    by Ben Pickard

    It's funny, because I have always felt that the more people there are around me, the lonelier things are.

    Anyway, take care.

  • 5 years ago

    by CJ Maleney

    Firstly I just looked at your profile. You are a poet. Many many poets write what they feel. I certainly do although I don't class myself as one either. I just ramble on.

    As for your poem I found it to be rather evocative and it reminds me somewhat of me. I was like this for a long time

    The thing about walls is this. Eventually they crumble. Sometimes that's a good thing! Yeah we may get a bit bruised along the way(debris always falls) but if you keep rebuilding the wall it's gonna keep crumbling

    Try knocking a few down instead. Who knows? you may find something lovely on the other side.

    Regards

    Craig

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