by Phantom Lord   Dec 27, 2019

As I sit here
With my blade in hand
I want to call you
But I know you wouldnt understand

If only you could see
Just what's inside
Maybe you'd understand
And know why I cried

Even if for a moment
It takes it all away
It gives me courage
To face another day

I know it sounds insane
And you think I'm crazy
But when my blood flows
My memory becomes hazy

Please don't judge me
I'm human just like you
I've just reached my break point
And I dont know what to do


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  • 4 years ago

    by Poet on the Piano

    We all reach our breaking point, and I understand this way and mechanism of coping so well. I also understand the desire to reach out to someone and want nothing more than for them to understand somehow, to not judge and see the pain, the pain that is often hidden so we sometimes bring it forward, to the outside, even when it's not the best option.

    Please keep writing and sharing. This was such a vulnerable write, thinking of you.