Dear God

I begged for help.
I prayed to you.
I got no answers.
This can't be true.

You don't see it.
I'm slowly dying.
There's no excuse.
I've been trying.

I'm hurting.
Where are you?
You're blinded.
You have no clue.

I needed your hand.
You turned away.
Hope has vanished.
But my demons stay.

I want to be happy.
I don't want this.
Everything's wrong.
Too much to list.

Last prayer I send.
Never again.
Thanks for nothing.
Amen.