Barely Together

Sometimes the smile comes easy
Without a second thought
But other times is harder
When the world and its light dims

I strive to be the girl
Who you want me to be
But sometimes I can’t be her
Sometimes I’m barely together

I feel myself fragmenting
Losing hope and enthusiasm
As it slowly drains from me
Leaving me tired and defeated

I try to hide my tears
When I can’t keep a real smile
I hope you’ll accept me
And not outcast me again

I know that sometimes
I am more than a lot
But I need a real friend
Who will be there, good and bad

I need someone who cares
Someone who doesn’t leave
At the first sign of danger
Or my deep felt pain

Will I ever find someone
Who can not only stand me
But love and care for me
To lift and support me?