Valentine's Day and me

The day known as the day of lovers
Second month and the second week

People giving gifts to their loved ones
Bouquets of fresh flowers and roses

Making promises to never leave the other
Ties being made and hands being held

Giving their word and vows to stay together
Building their lives and fulfilling their dreams

Holding hands and embracing eachother
Kissing and touching to taste sweet love

And the heartbroken ones try to smile
Hiding their pain and sorrows inside

But tears will tell their well held secrets
Inner cries and screams unheard by ears

All the suffering is brought to live again
Will I ever be able to heal from this break up?

Months have passed and am still alive
Struggling to control emotions and pain

If you would have given me some time
And warn me before you would go away

I would have done all what is possible
Maybe I wouldn't have to cry and grief

I would have done whatever it would take
To keep our love alive and stay together

All I know now is that I have lost my love
Lost my passion and desire to live

Don't want to open my eyes in this world
Not want to suffer from this brutal ache

This heart is still corrupt and still loves
Giving me a thousand reasons to wait

It wants me to believe that you still love me
And you went away to fix something urgent

But how long can I believe my own lies
I know you have given your word to another

As I cry and scream to numb this pain
Tears try to cool down my burning eyes

I keep waiting for the day I will pass away
Every single day I wish it may happen today