When I think about our past

When I think about our past
It went away way too fast

Used to talk and listen to your voice
So sweet as you were my choice

Far physically but emotionally near
Now far and distant both ways I fear

If you ask how my heart hurts these days
And I fear it will hurt forever and always

This heart hurts and bleeds but still does love
Caged in my chest like a mourning dove

Life is like a rollercoaster, am struck in a loop
Burdened by piles of sorrows my soul is stoop

No day and no night has been empty of missing
Our love, our embrace, our touching and kissing

I used to dance from inside and shine outside
But now I'm broken and dark deep inside

If you would come back, I would embrace you
And cry out all my pain which is still due

My arms longing to hold you firm and tight
I wouldn't argue or blame neither start a fight

If there is a way then I wish to know
If you are aware then please tell me now

How can we be together again as we used to be
Despite being hurt can you give your love to me

I will wait for you and let the fire inside burning
Keep this love save and guide it like a saving