Dear mother

This night I have spent crying
Can't sleep I have been trying

The past wounds healed a bit
But now again my heart is slit

As I try to forget the pain and cry
I want to leave this world and die

I want my soul to be taken away
As soon as possible without delay

To reunite with you my dear mother
Only you love me truly like no other

I am hurt again and have realized
Nothing I am after been utilised

I long to be in your arms dear mama
Enough I had of this useless drama

Nobody has been able to stop my tears
They have given me anxiety and fears

You have the magic to make me smile
I am missing you and want to reconcile

Those days are gone when you would
Take me in your arms in my childhood

I am deeply hurt and crying all alone
How mean people are they have shown

They pretend to love only when it suits
And cut the tree after taking the fruits

There is no love more pure than yours
To me all others have shut their doors

In return of love they gave me pain
Between them I don't want to remain

Years have passed since you went
I now realize how much you meant

May God shower his blessings upon
Your grave and may your soul live on

Irreplaceable is your love oh mother
In your presence I don't need any other

Now I am far away but I will try my best
To visit the place where you were laid to rest

That time I will cry my inner pain out
I will heal then I believe without doubt

I will tell you what I went through alone
All what happened when you were gone

Nobody has been able to give such love
Only what you gave me was truelove

I know I have to die to meet you there
So I pray to be taken away with every tear

If I would have the chance to choose
I would die for you without any excuse