Apathy Is Agony

by Lune de ma vie   Sep 27, 2021


Eroding in thoughts,
decaying of the mind -
in this Labyrinth of ins and outs.
Hesitating more than I could estimate.
Keep the dark side away.

Quietly giving way to wasting away.
Trapped within this house of mirrors,
it's where I have to face my fears.
Blinded to a feeling,
leaving me within this abyss.

Stumbling as the world caves around me,
such a beautiful disaster.
Crimson rain trickling off these wrists -
and that blood is on your hands.
Do you feel no regret?

Memories of your ghost pantomime within the empty theater of my soul.
There's not a second of a memory I don't recall.
Heart on my sleeve,
leaving me desperate and in the dark.
Love lost on a flame still burning.

Out of air to breathe.
Fallen harder than ever before,
if I'm not suffering am even I alive?
So go on,
make me a martyr.

Through all this pain I still can't find a reason to die.
Through everything, anything, and more,
I forgive,
but never forget -
everything we'll never be.

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