Regretting Regretting

Oh life…

Oh well…

I have no one to blame but myself

this is the life I’ve chosen

even when I’ve seem to not have had a choice,

the choice was there.

i took it

so here I’m

just as when a mom tells their child

“Don’t touch it, it’s hot”

“See? It was hot. Come here. let me help you.”

Just like that

Though it’s pointless to argue whether it’s my fault or not

At this point, it doesn’t matter.

the choice was taken.

what matters is to take another choice

hopefully,

one that counteracts the choice i made

or at the very least

one, that helps me move past the point of keep on blaming

myself or anyone else

for where I am at this point in life