Jigsaw pieces

This skin I live in
Isn't really me
The mind I process
Isn't really mine
Nothing I am, have or own
Will ever represent me

My mind hurts
Bloods flowing through
Like tears of unrest
I just can't reach in
to wipe the sadness away

I stand and look in the mirror
The reflection Isn't the reflection of me
I'm even scared of myself
I try to look my best
But that isn't enough
I'v been fat and even super skinny
Nothing worked

The whole of me is in parts
scattered like jigsaw pieces
nothings fitting together
Just floating in this universe