Treated less and less

Rain droplets making a beat as it hits the ground.

Gaining speed and then eventually slowing down.

The smell of fresh air incases, surrounds.

Light starts to peak through from the heavy rain clouds.

And watching the sunflowers shine and raindrops cover its petals.

My head finally clear and I tend to worry a little less, little by little.

For all I wanted was for everyone's best.

But everyone started treating as a friend less and less.

I've given up on trying to give my friendships My all.

I've shouldnt have had to try when I was my best for you all.

For you can give love but it really dosent matter as no one has a clue.

That your suffering inside for so much and you know it isn't you.

You've seeked help, you've fake smiles and the laughter.

For everyone starts treating you like you truely don't matter.

Why wait at the window awaiting someone who mattered?

Im here hello? Oh you don't see me? Of for what sorrow.

Let's do something fun my mirror don't worry you matter.

You matter alot to me, my body and my heart belong to someone who mattered.

Yes you matter. I matter. We all matter.

So stop handing it out . Stop waiting online. Stop helping them out. For watch when they forget you even cared or shattered.

When you were put on the line.

They put you on the line not caring if you falled.

For when you did. . You were nothing. Nothing at all.

So pick yourself up. Go in any direction. If they stop you only care about your own reflection. For it will always be there when others couldn't.

For it won't let you down. Like others shouldn't.