Losing my best friend

One day we were forever always here and together,
The next you turned away and to me it seemed forever.
Just because one thing I wasn't ready to tell you,
Everyone else told you and then everything you knew.

I didn't know how to tell you after you found out,
So I did the worst thing possible lied, made you pout.
I regret what I have done but I panicked bad,
Not to know that I would go off and make you feel sad.

Now I'm sitting here lonely feeling bad for lying to you,
Not knowing how to come out with the whole truth too.
After lying to you I don't know how to apologise now,
Maybe I should leave you with new friends but don't know how.

Without you I feel half my life is lost,
In another world covered in frost.
When I think of loosing you now,
I wish I had told the truth but don't know how.

So I'm sorry for what I have done to you,
I know I should have told the truth.
Now it's up to you weather you forgive me,
Or if you just want to go off and not see me.

You were my best friend always and forever,
I messed it up and we weren't together.
Now I hand the decision over to you,
Am I still the friend you always knew?

By Jacqui Armstrong age 14

this poem is about somethin that has truly happened to me.