I'm fighting these urges to run to you
And beg you to please take me back
But then I'll go on just Ruining your life
Turning your beautiful soul to black
I know that I'm being called selfish
Because for once in my life I'm not
I'm putting first what is best for my love
And being with me is not
All the negative i am just fills my mind
The truth that she speaks out so well
She will find her heaven soon enough
And I'll carry on living in hell.
We get what we deserve they say.
Guess it was always gonna be this way.
