Him and him

I just can't explain it
It's like he always knows
Like He's standing just behind me
Balancing me on my tippy-toes
I just can't conceive it
Its like I have a friend
Someone to confide in
Who will be there until the end
I never saw His power
Until I fell in deep
I didn't want to be in this life
I just wanted eternal sleep
I hated myself and everyone else
I hated those who cared
I wasn't until he stood up
And showed me he'd be there
He didn't come as an angel
Or a blinding booming light
He came in the form of a human
Who made everything right
I see in his eyes
Something I don't understand
But I can feel His power
When he holds me in his hands.

(if you take note some of the hes are capitalized and some are not... this was done on purpose in an attempt to link my boyfriend and God and to show anyone who reads this how I believe that somehow Zack is God working his powerful and mysterious ways.)