It doesn't make me stop...

by gasping for air   Jul 28, 2004


I know I'm making things hard,
Harder than they have to be.
I know subconsciously,
I want to be depressed.
I know I want attention,
Attention that I?ve never gotten.
I know I'm making myself,
This way.
I know I shouldn't get scared,
Every time he doesn't call.
I know he loves me,
With all of his heart.
I know he would never hurt me,
No matter what.
I know all of this,
And more.
But it doesn't stop me,
From making myself hurt.
It doesn't stop me,
From making myself sad.
It doesn't stop me,
From making myself depressed.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Baby B

    You are right that you make yourself feel that way and maybe it is all for attention, but its for attention that you've never gotten, for the attention from someone close to you, you want someone to just hold you through your tears.. trust me I know how it feels.. We have the right to make ourselves feel that way but its even better when you realize that you shouldn't be doing that. Good job. Love the poem. If ya need soemone to talk to email me id be happy to talk to you.

    Baby~B
    Crazyblonde4life2007@yahoo.com

  • 19 years ago

    by *Elizabeth*

    THIS is Such a wonderful Poem!! I can relate to it in a way...GREAT job!!
    best of luck ;)

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