Reflections Of You

I'm bored out of my brains now
There's nothing left for me do
I'm lonely sitting at home now
And I get a thought of you...

A tiny little memory
Of you and I in days gone by
The way it felt to be held by you
That glisten you had in your eyes...

Reminiscing the day we first met
When I first hooked up with you
Our relationship was so innocent
The romantic things you'd do...

You and I we shared a life
From that day we shared so many years
You were my love and my world at a stage
You turned into my nightmares and fears...

Never believed you were capable of that
That I would see your abusive side
What was once domestic bliss
Turned into a crazy messed up ride...

I knew I had to leave you
It was literally killing me to stay
I'd already put up with it so long
And I had a baby on the way...

It was for our child's sake
That i packed and left that night
Unsure if you know about your son
I wouldn't know what to write...

I couldn't bare to bring him into a life
With you and I behaving like that
Besides I don't know if the baby
Could've survived another attack...

But Junior is growing by the day
And time has passed so quick
He's but a reflection of you
So alike it makes me sick...

To offer our son the best in life
Was all i knew as fact
I didn't want him growing up to think
It was acceptable to treat women like that...

I'll have to wait till he can understand
I don't know what I'll tell him yet
The truth is the best option no doubt
So I'm not left living in regret...

When our son is old enough
He'll know the truth of this has come to be
If he wants he can come looking for you
Questioning where you were when he needed a Daddy?

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