Silence

In silence
I can't meet her eyes
Don't know if they will settle on mine.
Have to look into her brown eyes
To be able to guess
More Silence.

In silence they leave so I must leave
Leave her alone
Without seeing any of her thoughts.
Fake eyes I have
Beautiful eyes she has
But still I rise to leave in silence.

So I leave in silence
Without even saying goodbye to her gentle face
She is behind me now but a small step can change everything.
I am fake and coward
Beaten by my silly fear of being rejected
I leave her alone in silence.

Later by my self in my silent room
With her eyes in mind
I wet my pillow with tears trying to fall asleep
Her imagined eyes torture me
Her rejecting brown beautiful eyes
I do so much regret my coward ways
In silence