I wish I was dead

I'm so twisted inside my own head
If anything I wish I was dead
I've been tortured to insanity
Why can't I just let me be
I hurt myself to ease the pain
This is the reason why I'm insane
I snap a rubberband to try to stop
The pain I want to feel, I cannot
I have no feeling in my body or heart
This is why I'm torn apart
No longer will I delay
Now it is time for me to pay
There's so much blood from my slit wrist
I know that I will not be missed