Leaving a friend

Here we are
faced with another problem

something is hurting me
and you don't seem bothered

no regrets no remorse
maybe i assumed you were something more

but now that i know
I'm alone in this world

no one standing
stopping the swirls

no one knowing exactly how i feel
I'm ready to Die so you know the real

the real me is mad
the real me is pissed
the real me is livid
that you'd do something like this

the real me is in pain
the real me is crying
but since you don't care
the real me is lying

lying about how I'm not mad
lying about how I'll forget this mess
lying that i want to stay friends
nothing has hurt me more
and just know you ended this

no more friendship is what i wish
no more friends i care for like this
no more pain that cuts so deep inside
no more doubts
and no more tears to cry

I'm done with you
and I'm done with them
I'm done with living
in all that i defend

goodbye forever
goodbye from today
goodbye my dearest friend
as i turn to walk the other way