I hate me

I look in the mirror
and what do i see
something gross and ugly
staring back at me

I get dressed in the morning
and all that i think
How did I get so fat
how low did i sink

I hate my body
and what i see
can't i change it
to become a different me

People say
doesn't matter what others think
but i hate the way i am
more than i hate the color pink

How can I change
what I've been given
I know I must
Because I am driven

To become a different me
to change what everybody may see
I must do it
for no one else but me