Her Pain is Real

A tear drips down her cheek
its hard for her to admit that shes week
she knows what she does is not stable
she knows some people give her a label
she holds her breath and closes her eyes
she hates more than anything to cry
to cry means to show that she has a heart
it shows that inside she is torn apart
to take away the pain she resorts to a blade
hoping that soon her life will fade
she cuts herself to know her pain is real
this is the only way she knows how to deal
she isn't stable like she wants to be
unfortunately this girl is me