Midnight lullaby

Your love is blind
like destiny and fate
your love is like a lie
more deceitful than hate

no longer to live
in this bliss of a lie
when even in your own mind
you want me to die

Our love was great
than tears were cried
then all of a sudden
your love had died

through this whole relationship
I've done nothing but love
now as you walk this world
ill watch from above

you think you were hurt
time will tell
with all you've put me through
ill see you in hell

at night i laid in my bed
drowning in my own tears
wasting away
through all of these years

why did you hurt me
all i did wrong was care
but you insisted to lie
tell me how is this fair

i never treated you badly
i never tried to fight
i only loved you deeply
and always held you tight

but it seems the only way you'd smile
if i were to be dead
so sweetie ill do as you like
with one simple piece of lead

now i sit here alone
scared and in the rain
and as i pull the hammer back
to try to relieve the pain

i think I'm sorry you ever hurt me
you did what you had to do
but remember these words till you die
i always did love you