I watched you

I watched you pushed me down,
You had hate you your eyes. I
Watched you throw me around
And laugh with your guys.

I smelt the beer as you sat on
me and kissed my neck. I was so bloody I looked like I was in a wreck. You kicked me hard when I
pushed you off, I spit out
blood as I started to cough.

You just laughed and got your knife, I knew you didn't have the balls to take my life. You cut my
legs open wide; I just turned so u couldn't see me as I cried.

I just closed my eyes and imagined my crew, some how it got me through. I kept thinking about my boy, Making me bleed you seemed to enjoy.

I finally got the strength and you punch in the face, my blood was leaking all over the place. You then slammed my head into a trash can, did beating me up make you a man?

Suddenly there was a ringing and everything went black. When I woke up I was on my back. Everything was blurry, and I was too dizzy to walk. I tried to scream but I couldn't talk.

I could only see through one eye, the other was fat. By a garbage can I sat. I tried to stand but I was in too much pain. As I sat there it started to rain.

I crawled out of the alley and on to the street. Only wearing the shoes on my feet. After that can't be said, all I remember is waking in a hospital bed.

My mom was sitting by my side; her face was red as she cried. I just smiled and wiped her tears. For that moment in time I had no fears.

My crew came in and Emily started to cry, Karl walked over with a sigh. He kissed me on my head and stared me in the eyes; I want out of this ugly disguise.

Nathan came over and stood by him. My situation started to look grim. They both started to cry, I felt like I was gonna die.

Ems ran over and hugged them tight; I must have been an ugly sight. My dad came next and held my hand, my arms felt heavy like full of sand.

I saw a tear fall down his cheek and I felt my heart turn very weak. My dad was one person I'd never seen cry, everyone was crying I didn't know why.

My bro was the last person I saw that night; he hugged and told me it will be all right. I fell a sleep in his arms never to wake, there was only so much I could take.

I was buried on the 11th of July, no one knew who did it or why. I'll let it you haunt for the rest of your life, I will never, be a mom or wife. You took a sister, daughter and a friend. I held on until the end…

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