To get back the happiness
I once felt is a hard thing to do.
And believe me,
I have tried.
The days all seem the same,
yelling, crying and pain.
I used to think “if only I knew,
how to be as happy as you.
I’m sure my life I would want to live.”
Then I find out you aren’t as happy as you show.
That is when I sink down low
and wonder if it’s my fault.
Do I cause you sadness?
I don’t know what I’m supposed to think or do.
All I know is that getting back the happiness
I once felt is a hard thing to do.
Especially when there is
something else I worry about more.
It’s not me, it’s you.
